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Borrowed Magic

It is my day off today, and I have spent an unreasonable amount of time looking at the things I am supposed to do without actually doing any of them. The house needs cleaning, there are household chores patiently waiting for my attention, and I have already had that familiar conversation with myself where I say, I’ll start in a minute, knowing very well that “a minute” is one of adulthood’s most flexible measurements of time. I simply do not have the motivation to start yet. So I made myself a cup of coffee instead, sat somewhere comfortable, and decided to visit my blog. Maybe this is procrastination dressed as creativity, but I have learned not to argue too much with the moments that make me want to write. The dust can wait for a little while. My thoughts rarely do.

There is something about sitting quietly with coffee on a day off that allows the mind to wander into places it does not have time to visit on ordinary days. Most days are already spoken for before they even begin. We wake up knowing where we need to be, what needs to be finished, who needs something from us, what time we need to leave, and what responsibility is waiting after the previous one. Adulthood is strange that way. We spend years wishing for freedom, only to grow up and discover that freedom sometimes looks like sitting in your own house feeling guilty because you have not started cleaning it yet.

And perhaps that was why one question caught my attention today: If you could vacation in any fictional world, which one would you choose?

I did not have to think for very long.

Hogwarts.

Although I should immediately clarify that I want the peaceful version of Hogwarts. I am visiting for a holiday, not volunteering for a traumatic character arc. I do not want a prophecy, a mysterious connection to a Dark Lord, or a school year that ends with somebody trying to kill me. Voldemort needs to be unavailable for the entire duration of my stay. Preferably somewhere very, very far away. I want floating candles, moving staircases, talking portraits, ridiculous feasts, Hogsmeade weekends and the Hogwarts Express. I want magic without being personally responsible for saving the wizarding world.

But the longer I thought about my answer, the more I realised that Hogwarts was not simply the place I wanted to visit.

It was the feeling I wanted to visit.

I think I would want the journey to begin exactly as it should: at King’s Cross, standing in front of the barrier to Platform Nine and Three-Quarters. I imagine myself knowing perfectly well what I am supposed to do and still hesitating before walking towards what appears to be a solid wall. Because knowing that something is possible does not automatically remove the fear of stepping towards it. There would probably be people rushing around me, catching ordinary trains to ordinary destinations, completely unaware that another world existed only a few steps away.

There is something strangely beautiful about that.

Maybe real life has its own Platform Nine and Three-Quarters. Not literal walls we can disappear through, but moments when life asks us to move towards something we cannot completely understand yet. A new job. A different country. A relationship. A dream we have postponed for years. A decision that looks foolish to everyone standing on the other side of it. We often want proof before taking the first step, but some doors refuse to become visible until we walk towards them.

“Perhaps courage is not knowing what waits beyond the wall; perhaps it is deciding that the life beyond it is worth discovering anyway.”

I would take the Hogwarts Express rather than finding some faster magical way of getting there. I would sit beside the window, probably with far too many sweets from the trolley, and watch London slowly disappear behind me. I would watch buildings become fields, fields become hills, and familiar landscapes turn into places I had never seen before. And I think I would enjoy not knowing exactly how long the journey would feel.

We are always trying to arrive somewhere.

We want the promotion, the qualification, the house, the wedding, the holiday, the financial stability, the version of ourselves we imagine will finally feel settled. There is always another destination sitting somewhere in the future, quietly convincing us that life will become more meaningful once we reach it. Because of that, we sometimes treat the present like a waiting room. We rush through ordinary Tuesdays because they do not look important enough. We postpone happiness until something changes. We keep saying, when I get there.

But what if some of the most important parts of our lives are happening while we are still on the train?

Maybe the conversations we have along the way matter as much as the destination. Maybe the people sitting beside us for only a few chapters are still part of the story. Maybe the scenery we barely notice today will someday become the memory we would give anything to see again.

“We spend so much of life waiting to arrive that we forget the journey is already spending our days for us.”

Then I imagine seeing Hogwarts for the first time.

I do not think any film or photograph could prepare me for what it would feel like to stand beneath that enormous castle and realise that I was actually there. I would probably stare at everything. The towers. The windows glowing against the evening sky. The lake reflecting the castle. The Great Hall illuminated by hundreds of floating candles. The enchanted ceiling stretching above everyone like the night sky had somehow agreed to come indoors.

And for once, I would allow myself to be impressed without trying to understand how anything worked.

I think adults lose some of that ability.

Children are naturally good at wonder. Give them a cardboard box and it becomes a spaceship. Show them the moon and they ask questions we have stopped asking. Take them somewhere new and they notice things adults walk straight past. Somewhere between childhood and responsibility, we become obsessed with explanations. We want everything to be practical, measurable and useful. We begin judging experiences according to productivity.

Even rest sometimes has to justify itself.

We say we are resting so we can become more productive tomorrow. We travel so we can “recharge.” We read because it is good for us. We take a day off and immediately fill it with errands. Somehow, even doing nothing has become something we feel obligated to explain.

But perhaps not everything beautiful needs to be useful.

Perhaps wonder itself is useful enough.

I would wander through Hogwarts without needing to accomplish anything. I would get lost in corridors simply because I could. I would stop in front of the moving portraits and wonder what stories they had witnessed. I would climb staircases without knowing exactly where they would take me. I would visit the library, although knowing myself, I might spend more time looking at the shelves than actually reading. I would eat dinner beneath floating candles and wonder why ordinary dining rooms suddenly seemed so disappointing.

I would also visit Hogsmeade. I would drink Butterbeer even if I discovered I did not particularly like it, because some experiences deserve to be tried simply because you finally had the chance. I would walk through the little shops, buy unnecessary magical objects, and probably convince myself that several of them were “souvenirs” rather than evidence of poor financial decision-making.

But I think the place I would remember most would be somewhere quieter.

Perhaps beside the Black Lake.

I imagine sitting there when the castle had gone quiet, watching the water and thinking about how strange it was that I had travelled to a magical world only to eventually search for a quiet place to sit.

Maybe that says something about us.

We chase extraordinary experiences, yet some of our most meaningful memories are surprisingly simple. A conversation that lasted longer than expected. Coffee with someone we love. Sitting beside a window while it rains. A photograph taken without planning it. A familiar laugh. A drive with no particular destination. A parent calling our name from another room. A pet sleeping beside us. A moment we did not recognise as precious until it became impossible to repeat.

Life rarely announces its important moments.

There is no magical soundtrack playing in the background. No floating candles appear to tell us, Remember this. You are going to miss this someday.

We usually realise much later.

“The cruelest thing about ordinary moments is that they rarely tell us when they are becoming memories.”

Maybe that is why I take photographs. Maybe that is why I write. Maybe that is why I keep returning to this little corner of my blog whenever my mind becomes crowded. Writing is my way of putting a bookmark between days that would otherwise disappear into each other. Not every day deserves an entire chapter, but every now and then, something ordinary contains a sentence worth keeping.

And today, strangely enough, it was Hogwarts.

What started as a silly question while I was avoiding household chores somehow reminded me of something I forget too easily: life needs a little imagination.

Not because reality is terrible and we need to escape it, but because reality can become so familiar that we stop looking closely at it.

Perhaps we do not actually need Hogwarts to experience magic.

Maybe our version of magic is much quieter.

It is getting on the plane to somewhere we have never been. It is opening a book and disappearing for several hours. It is finding a song that understands something we have never managed to explain. It is laughing with friends until an ordinary evening becomes unforgettable. It is seeing somewhere beautiful for the first time. It is coming home exhausted and finding someone waiting for us. It is discovering that something we once prayed for has quietly become part of our normal life.

And perhaps that is one of adulthood’s strangest contradictions: we spend years chasing the extraordinary, only to eventually realise that some of the things we once considered extraordinary have already become ordinary because we are living inside them.

There are things in my life today that an earlier version of me would probably look at with disbelief. Things I now consider routine may once have been dreams. Places I casually travel through may once have existed only in photographs. Responsibilities I occasionally complain about may have grown from opportunities I once desperately wanted.

Familiarity has a dangerous habit of making blessings invisible.

Maybe we all need to become tourists in our own lives occasionally.

To look around as though we have just arrived.

To notice what has changed. To appreciate what stayed. To remember how far we travelled before certain things became normal. To stop rushing through the present simply because we have seen it before.

That, I think, would be the real gift of borrowing a little magic.

Eventually, of course, my Hogwarts holiday would have to end. I would board the train again, watch the castle disappear behind me, return through Platform Nine and Three-Quarters and step back into the ordinary world. The dishes would still need washing. Laundry would still exist. Work would still be waiting. Bills would remain stubbornly Muggle. There would be no wand to clean the house with one flick of my wrist, which frankly feels like one of the greatest disappointments of reality.

But perhaps I would return slightly different.

Not transformed in some dramatic, cinematic way. Just reminded.

Reminded that growing older does not mean becoming too sensible for wonder. That rest does not always need to be earned. That imagination is not something we are supposed to abandon when childhood ends. That the journey deserves attention while we are still travelling through it. And that ordinary life is not necessarily the opposite of magic.

Sometimes ordinary life is where magic hides best.

So yes, if someone gave me the chance to vacation anywhere fictional, I would choose Hogwarts.

  • I would walk through the wall.
  • I would take the train.
  • I would stare at the floating candles.
  • I would get lost in the corridors.
  • I would sit beside the lake.

And then, eventually, I would come home.

Because maybe the purpose of escaping reality for a little while is not to discover somewhere better to live. Maybe it is to return with better eyes for the life we already have.

“We do not always need another world to find magic; sometimes we only need enough distance to recognise the magic we stopped noticing in our own.”

Now, my coffee is probably getting cold.

And unfortunately, the house still has not learned how to clean itself.

So I suppose it is time to leave Hogwarts, close the laptop, and return to my very Muggle list of household chores.

At least until the next cup of coffee opens another door.

2 responses to “Borrowed Magic”

  1. arlene Avatar

    Day off…rest…relax!🙂

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    1. AJ Gabriel Avatar

      Yes po! Thank you po for passing by 🙂

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